Friday, March 25, 2011

should I cry?

I’ve been quite busy these last few days, thinking of worldly matters.

And by worldly matters, I actually mean the world in my head.

Definitely hard work, that, and my head’s began to hurt a little bit. I’ve had it all planned out but to see it in action is another thing to consider.

But I’ll do my best. It is my hobby after all, fiddling with the world in my head. :)

I’ll write about it if my head’s world actually goes somewhere. lol

On another note, my heart’s kind of aching as well.

See, my heart wasn’t broken by a person or anything, but I was watching a drama, and I thought, “Oh that’s so sad.”

I’m not the type who’ll cry while watching a sad movie either, in fact, I don’t understand those who prepare boxes of tissues prior to watching a movie and actually finished every single sheet of them.

But I guess I was too absorbed in this particular story and characters, and I found myself continuously wondering, “Oh he is…oh she is…oh that is just so sad. Why is it so sad?”

It’s like there’s a huge lump in my throat, and I always feel sad for some reason, and my heart aches terribly, and the soundtrack keeps playing in my head, and I can’t take the characters off my mind.

What, should I cry or something?

Oh wai argh gah I NEVER CRY WATCHING A FICTION STORY. D: JUST BECAUSE IT’S NOT REAL. D:

2 comments:

Nashuha said...

aku baru tonton 1 litre of tears dan aku tak boleh tipu yang kalau 20 juta kali aku tonton maka 20 juta kali juga aku nangis sebba kisah benar ini sangat sedih ~ T___T

Huda said...

oh tu memang! dah la soundtrack sedih amat hatiku sayu T___T tapi even cite tu aku tak nangis kot walaupun tau kisah benar. sikit lagi kot nak nangis tapi air mata tak kluar lak XD

tapi aku tgk cite choonhyang (aku ketinggalan zaman XD) dan terasa pedih amat di hati ku ini T__T sampai hari ni aku rasa oh. oh oh. ooooooh.... T__T XD terharu gile tak tau nape XD